December 2010
I feel
so lonely.
i have no one to talk to.
i don’t like this.
=’(
text ma?
I
stopped talking to her.
it’s hard though.
but i’ll get over it.
I Have
a whole bunch of fake lottery tickets that are winners
and i am going to put them in people’s stockings
XD
Tomorrow
is Christmas eve.
i am not really excited about this year’s holiday season.
for reasons unbeknown to me.
i got a gun from my dad for my birthday.
how odd,
I go to
Heath’s house
and 4Chan
to escape from my problems.
The
Girls are repulsed,
so I hide in My hood
like I’m joinin’ a cult
I can not
Fucking handle this anymore.
i like her so much.
but i can’t have her.
i need to stop.
i fucking hate my life.
Tomorrow
there is a party at her house =)
i am going.
i am excited.
there will be about twenty people there.
then i go to heath’s.
then on tuesday i go to dad’s.ugh.
i wonder what he got me. probably something he is going to ground me from.
Fuck my life.
This fucking
cunt of an ex girlfriend.
will not leave me the fuck alone.
ruining my day.
its my birthday.
I am
16 today.
i do not have permit.
i need to get it so i can get liscense for the summer.
We went
paintballing today. it was fun. will shot me right between the eyes. then i snuck up behind him and unloaded four into his back. lol good times.
on the way home she fell asleep on my shoulder. that made my day.
=) it was a good birthday party.
FUCK
so many people.
there are so many people i want to just fucking die.
Tomorrow
were going paintballing for my birthday partayyyy.
i wundr wut i got.
will heath nicole and vaughn.
my grandpa is taking us.
today i grabbed a kid by the throat and slammed him into a wall and started to squeeze.
because he called me a faggot.
because i shoved his friend out the door of a classroom.
his eyes started to water up and i was bringing my hand back to punch him in the face.
then...
I get jealous
of people who smoke.
i wish my family cared less about me.
because i hate saying “no, i cant come get high with you”
this is me trying to talk to tres
I FUCKING HATE SPIDERS
I still love
to play pokemon
When i turn on my computer and get on the...
trolling is one of my favorite activities.
fapping is too.
=)
I like
my best friend’s girlfriend.
fuck.
i talked to her too much.
and she listened to much, and understood. to much.
i don’t know what to do.
I want to start
smoking pot again…
but dad’s a fucking cunt
and grandpa cares to much
=(
Fuck, my friends. “i would be disappointed in you”
WTF IS THAT SHIT
i don’t want alot of people to follow me.
not telling anyone about tumblr (mine)
i fucking hate school.
how i solves my problems
i hate being at my house.
i just started playing minecraft
first post?
/b/, a magical place
